Life & Forever: Prologue

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me

You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

It's two a.m, feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me
It's two a.m, feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me
- "Breathe", Taylor Swift, Fearless

I hoped that it wouldn't come to this. I never wanted this. But when it came down to it, wasn't it better? I would feel a sense of deja vu, yes. Bella was safe. Renesmee was safe. My family was safe. And, I could not bear to think the name, but he was safe.

Carlisle would be very angry with me. He got very attached to me, from the very minute I was pulled to safety. My sister would track them down, send Demetri, Aro, Jane, anyone with a power that she had in her control to make sure that my killers were killed. But there was no hope. I was strong, but no where near strong enough to pull out of this.

The venom would kill me if they got a chance. And I had no choice in the matter anymore. It was all a lie, and I should have known. I should have, but I never would think about this anymore. I didn't have to breathe anymore, and I did not have to worry. The three killers smiled, knowing they won.

And I would not stop them. The hunter was ecstatic, I could feel the emotions exuding from them. If I fought, my family would die. This was the end. And I was ready for this, more ready than anything else in my whole two hundred and eighty-six years. I am ready to die. I have lived far too long anyway.

It took seconds to realize this as they strutted forward, ready to kill me, while I was still frozen in a state of shock.